I dont want to win anything because i train at cnymma and i have a thousand reasons to train. I came from a life that most would frown upon. Sure im 17 thats great your childhood was better and it really starts getting difficult when your in the real world. But those of you that think all this are very wrong. The childhood is what molds you. I came from a family where everything was okay until my dad became to lash out of anger of failure and my mother got sick mentally and physically. I LOST THE MOST DEAREST TO ME... in a way of course. Look im not looking for a sob story of any sorts but i was even considered to take anger classes and such. Medication was also suggested. With CNY MMA i saved my own life with the help of others. I finnaly did something that i can say was a job well done. I was molded into a well developed youth. Im not angry anymore. I dont want to hurt anyone. I do not longer need management or need medication. I have excersize and the best medicine of all.... knowledge. I have learned much but i do not want to tell you what i have learned. I want everyone else to sit back and think what did you learn. Really in depth and then when you have completed your little excersize you will know exacly why you train. Once you lose your pride... u do not have anything else to live for. Thanks.